The Pain

Surrounded by many,

still lonely inside,

Smile on face,

the pain I want to hide,

Broken within,

still I am standing tall,

Too much tired,

and now let me fall.

I want to cry, scream,

shout out loud,

Don’t want to live,

wearing that shroud,

My Heart is sinking,

deep down in sorrow,

Happiness! tell me,

from where to borrow?

I don’t want to live,

my life this way,

I love colours,

but end up with Grey,

Nobody to trust,

no one to love,

Life has been,

on hopeless shove.

The one I trusted,

left me in grief,

A Broken heart,

with no relief,

Relationship with pain,

agony is new friend,

And I don’t know,

when this is gonna End. 

~SM