Why and How?

Been my beautiful morning 
You turn into the silent night 
You left me without any intimation
Without even a single fight 

The journey we begin is
The journey that you end
From those passionate lovers
You are turning me to your friend 

It hurts me in my heart
How you get changed so fast
You care for the ruck around you
And I’m probably the last

It’s difficult for me
To make myself understand 
You are happy without me and 
Nowhere I stand

I dared to sail with breeze of love
But you drown our own Scow
And I am still figuring out
Why this happened and how?

Those plans we made
And the dreams we gathered
You left me alone
And now they are shattered 

Those memories with you
Is killing me with pain
Although I try to forget
but its all in vain

My heart needs survival 
And it’s looking for a cape
But the world seems so small
And nowhere to escape

My mind is playing games with me
It scrape and heal in there
For a moment I forget you
The next I see you everywhere 

Your wish of not being together 
I will fulfil it as well
And everyone who wish us together 
Will have stories to tell

My silence will kill you one day
Like a sharp sound of fife 
You will cry to see me talk again
And I would have ended my life

No intentions of inculpate 
But I will never be healed now
And I am still figuring out
Why this happened and how?