Secure in your Shire

I don't know from where I should start,

From you I learned about the WORLD's art.

You have always been the one I admire,

And I want to be secure in your Shire.

When I was depressed in my life's span,

You were the one to tell me 'Yes you can'

I was walking on the edge of sharp knife,

And you were striving to get back my life.

I know I had made a big mistake,

My scars for you were ceaseless ache,

Even today when I remember those days,

I regret & repent for that bad phase,

It scares me & bring me the feeling of mire,

And that's why I want to be secured in your Shire.

After two long years when my life retrieved,

I felt my happiness will never be thieved,

Your affirmative approach get that fire ignite,

And I became a warrior & learn to fight,

Today I am still fighting with my fate,

And I know you are always there to navigate,

You want me to be happy,

You want me to be fine,

You want me to be with him & have proper dine,

I am sorry once again as this dream can't be attain,

This relationship is at its last breath and has only pain,

I am petrified to take the step that will put me on fire,

And that's why I want to be secure in your Shire.

~SM